Is hate a power so evil?

Sometimes in life, or at least for me, I get my inspiration from odd ideas. For example, when I join a dance off, I envision a humiliating defeat to my opponent. When I play yugioh, I like to finish off my opponent with negative lifepoints, when I race, I like to really outnumber you. I always get this feeling of taking competetion to the extreme and my desire is greater than my potential. Can anyone else relate to this?