Help with impulsive thoughts/behaviour.?

Everybody has problems and you may not think it but some peope have it a lot worse than you. And I'm sure you don't mean it when you say you wish she didn't forgive you because you obviously really like her and thunk how bad you'd feel if she didn't? Just accept that you made a mistake and move on. Something like it might happen again but just try think before acting and just move on and hope for the best. Good luck. Hope everything works out fine. I'm sure it will. ;-)